Over the years my fears have built up and become worse and worse. I have an extreme fear of fire - to the point I still have nightmares about fire. Although the thing I am most fearful of is fire, it doesn't effect me as badly as other things I fear as fire is something I'm less likely to encounter.
I do however have a fear of being on my own and being vulnerable, I'm a 17 year old girl who is very small and weak and would be useless in defending herself. I become 1000000x more aware of everything when I'm on my own, and I begin to become really panicky to the point its hard for me to breathe. If a van drives past me I panic even more (I blame that fear on Chitty Chitty bang bang's child catcher).
Although fear has a tight hold of my life, when I am panicked and alone and scared I focus my mind on a psalm and I say it to myself over and over again, I pray that psalm and I feel God's peace being laid upon me. The psalm says "the LORD is my light and my salvation, of whom shall I fear, the LORD is the stronghold of my life, of whom shall I be afraid. When evil men advance against me they will stumble and fall"
I hope this verse can help and encourage those of you who suffer with fear.
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